Wednesday, June 02, 2004
"hi laila whats up darling.. u angry me ? ..really i
love u so much. believe me ,i love u". *grrrrrrrrrhhhhhhh* if i was just a cartoon character, then here's must b much fumes roundover mah head. bettah end these all !! i cant stand thissssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss !! gud bye, kim.. *u ready 4 dis, laila?*
ja dun remember me
But ah remember u...
Ah lie awake n try so hard
Not 2 think o'you...
But who can decide wut they dream?
n dream ah do...
Have u forgotten all ah know
N all we had?
ya saw me mourning mah luv 4u
n touched mah hand...
ah knew u loved meh then...
Ah look in d'mirror n see ur face
If ah look deep enuff
So many things inside dat are jez like u
R takin' over...
Ah believe in u
I'll give up everything jez 2 find u
i've 2b wiv u
2 live
2 breathe
u're takin' over meh...
(evanescence,takin' ovah meh)
wut's next? oh..about TITOS :P since i got mah vacum *hwah? vacum?* relationship wiv KIM, mmmm i think i've found someone who really care. someone who can takes me as i am. but d'most important thing to think about is..our different religion. piye ki....??? mmmhhh...just i've told him dat I CANT. but....*help me :(( * i gotta crush on him :( how's dis??? oh lets just think openly...but no..cant !! cant !! hwaaaa....nek ngono aku golekke bojoooooooooooooooooooooooooooo *hiks hiks hwaaaaaaaa*
wait..wait..y talkin' about dis guy? who? titos? titos is my verrry old friend (since...mmm..i forgetttt). he likes to send me many many messages to mah mobile. all about love, all about friendship, about his days....he tells me evvvverything.actually i wasn't interested enuff 2 know 'bout him.since i realized dat he's really care, i tried to treat him da way he treats me. Ah started 2 send him messages as many as he sent me b4. i reply his every message. now i feel we become verry close each other. y? seems like i know all about him, and he knows all about me. dats it !! *dats all and u feel close? fyuuuhhh* and when i talk to him, sometimes i forget dat i have u as mah boy, Kim. * im sorry...*.
and few days ago..we talked about Kim:*uhuhuhuuu*
i tho' u've broken up wiv ur boyfriend
no,ah haven't
last tym v discuss 'bout it, u said u've broken him up
different guy, maybe (nyengirrr)
wuttttttt??? ooooo....different guy..?!!
yeah..
then when i said dat i luv u, u can tel me dat u have bf
ya, but i think i have to break him up
wutttttt??? u're....ooohh...how come?
mmmm...he has no tym 4 me anymore
(dan seterusnya..dan seterusnya...)
so wuts da conclussion? i just wanna inform u dat even if i told him dat i already have Kim, he keeps on lovin' me. just..maybe in different way..(lambemuuuuuuu) buktinya? still he messages me many tymz a day (n -really- i try to reply him as many as he sent me b4). but yzt'day he got his flight to back home. and his simcard is now in ROAMING AREA, need triple rate to call and to message me :p greatttt !! greattt!! y should i write this all ???? CASE CLOSED !!! *useless !! useless !! useless!! idiotttttt *
mmmmm mau nggosip?...mau? ok deh....yuk..yak..yukk...*najeeessss*
yzt'day 12:40pm (tsahh..tepat bangettt), si WENGKY (dj MTV sky jebolan MUHI), nggosipke BEN AFFLECK (eh nulise piye sih?):
"Mantannya si JLo, cowok ganteng yang doyan bersolek ini lagi sibuk operasi buat ngilangin tatoo-tatoo di badannya. gara-garanya? dia udah kesulitan banget nyembunyiin tuh tatoo-tatoo,apalagi pas dapet peran yang tanpa busana gitu.ato gak, maybe dia pengen tampil bersih kali ya...atau...mungkin dia ngilangin tatoo gara gara PANUNYA DAH SEMBUH kali yeeeeee". so?